today was a stupid day..sacrificed my morning sleep and afternoon for ONE lil boy..
dont ask -_-"
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bored of studying...its bad..really WANT to study..and know i SHOULD study..but really havent been feeling ANY motivation to study recently..seriously dont know why..)): had been failing in everything miserably recently..dont really think it's the post-holidays syndrome though...)))))): =[[ sighhhhhh....very very sad.

ahhh..can somebody motivate me please? )):

did this for the yr bk pg..took me quite awhile..-.- but was a great de-stresser..(: it isnt exactly the best i know..but at least it looked better with the border stamps than in publisher! love the scotch tape effect for the text..(: HEEES..loveeee editing pictures..=D

pwettyy? pwettyy?pwettyyyy? =DDD *skips arounddddd*

hmm..hmm..hmmmm..exams start next week..*bites nails* nervous for everything..especially english..(>_<) GOOD LUCK EVERYBODYYYYY!

so this probably would be the last blog entry for two weeks..=/ kay..shall make it nice and colourful (:

[diary excerpt] anyway..cuc was asking what to give to dj for 1yr anniversary..but then jin says that he doesn’t expect the girl to give him anything… “its enough if she stays with me…” awwwwwwwwwww…cant find any words to say already….it is really sweet..(: and hes mine! (:

yeahhhh...sooooo...
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ddd= dont miss me......too much! (:

dont usually tear when reading emails......ahhh..so..feeling silly over that..(>_<) have a sudden urge to fly there and give you a bigbig hug now...ahhhhh...dont wanna see you like this! ))))): =/

may not blog these few days..cousins are here..(: gonna have some fun..you bored people out there..dont be too jealous of me! =D

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im getting killed by a chick..having many lil chicken scars and chicken dents and lil "chicken pox" -.- very not fun..and i went through ALL THAT to finish only the head..(>_____<) the wire i bought the other day is too stiff..bleahhh..brought all this on myself..-.- very smart indeed, fifi..now it takes double the time..and seriously not looking forward to the adding feathers part..ohhh..WHAT a fun-filled easter break..):

hahah..i can see myself working on my chick while watching ice age2.. d=
and ERMMMS..sorry bakaa..have a bad feeling about my lil "i'll-try-to-upload-some-photos-promise" ): SORRY my dear bakaaa..=/

but the promise still stays..(: i'll try..i'll try..erm..after i finish my 395490 mountains of homework.. and start revising.. and finish my chick..start on my art prep [[ which i still no idea on what im gonna do it on.. ): ]] maybe my extended essay as well..eat some chocs..watch some tv.. THEN..i'll try to upload some 324356 pics from feb..haha (:

anyways..someone said i changed recently..in a good way..at least that's what that particular somebody said..but that led me to some self-reflecting..

seriously..sometimes i really wonder WHY im so bothered with these art projects..really dont understand myself sometimes..why do i only stick in every single piece of plastic on my box ONLY when im 100% sure that that's the EXACT place i want it..why do i always get slightly worked up on getting the EXACT shade i want, in each brushstroke..why do i have to make sure every single wire on the chick is "woven" in the same direction throughout, EXACTLY the same way..

see..i dont get it..bleahh..why am i making my life miserable for myself?! it's stupid. =/ goshhh..wake up..RELAX! it is JUST another art project.and that's why im taking so long to finish a piece..which i have YET not done..): but it's not as if my whole life depends on one stupid project..-.- so then why im so worked up on getting everything perfect?! when there's no such thing as perfect..looking for something that does not exist..it's stupid..it's like waiting patiently for the day when the sun rises from the west..or waiting for an alien to pop out of nowhere and start talking to you..-.-

WHY..WHY..WHYYYY?!!!

seriously have to do something about this..it's really driving me quite mad every art lesson..(>.<) and also recently before break..helga and zsofi was commenting on how my jewellery and clothes are usually colour-coordinated..ohhh..AND why do i tend to get every single piece of parsley out of my food?!ohh wait..that's another story..that seriously IS necessary. d=

but i seriously wasn't like that in the past..and it's scaring me..*bites fingers* arghhhh..whats wrong with me?! im afraid it's gonna get even serious..hahah..kaykay..jk..WON'T DE LAAAAAA..*crossesfingers* d=

so..any one can recommend me a psychologist? -.-

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hmm..another pointless entry..sorry if i scared any of you out there...d= ahhhh..get well soooooooonn! (>.<) think im too ill..-.-

kay..enough of me for a day..i'll stop here..(: hafta go look for another video to get revenge on jin's revenge..dd=

sorry i HAVFTA show you guys this..d= was video surfing at "related videos" in youtube and then stumbled across this..HAHAAHHA..hmmm..some of jin's long distance friends XDD
ohhh..nono~ sorry i lied..the one doing the chicken dance at the back is him..d=

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was sick the whole 2weeks..and its cute how he takes care of me..sometimes he rubs his hands to warm them and then put them on my throat..(: hahah..

was at cucie's for her bday party and really like it when he says.. “you’re mine” XDDD curz cuc was saying… “I saw her first...” he dint get it in the beginning..only aft cuc explained..then I wanted to hug cuc…as a joke to “make” him jealous..he hugged me even tighter and said “no..ur mine..” *heartmelts*heehee.