ohhh...was testing this out and drafted it when bakaa said she couldnt upload the pics properly some time ago...((now it works!)) a lil summary of the past 2/3 weeks..(:



birthdays...theres so many apr and may babies! (:



getting fat with all the cakes...-.-"



cucies...ages ago..



daddyyyy



bakaaa



(: tiramisuuuuuu~ *drools*



tutu (:



yay!



art exam a while ago...arghhh..barbi is sooooo sooo GOOD!



hahah...babyyy jinnnyyy!!again some evidence of bf abuse..told you..d=



THEY.SCARE.ME!!!!! (O.O)!!! zombies!!! jiang si!!!dont know what trad costumes they were supposed to be though..with qi paos and some silly cushion at the back..and then some stupid furry hat...*shudders* you should be glad i dont have a clearer pic of them if not you'll get nightmares tonight..

and..leaving the best for the last..




zalees wonderful green shirt..-.-"

dont blame me if i come naked to the yr13 grad nite!

hahahhaa~ kidding laaaa..wouldn't torture you guys like that..d= but yeahhh..went shopping for a cute summer dress for the grad nite thingy for fun..tried at least..HARD.almost impossible.da cute pwettyyy dresses were either too long..too wide or too big..=/ especially at promod..drove me insane..poor poor fifi.*sob*

im not that short, am i ?or are the dresses supposed to be 80% on the floor? =/ couldnt find my size for a long time..thought it didnt exist in that shop..so was happy to find something that was,finally..although it was an "irrelevant" piece of clothing..

then thought of wearing a top and skirt..but even the pwettyy tops bullied me as well..think i should go find a miniskirt and wear as a tube dress or something..-.-"

never thought in my life that even a "S" is too big for me... -_-" even after growing fatter these days.. (>__<) yep..*nods sadly* weighed myself today...and true enough..gained 4 kg (!!!) since.....november. -___- *sobs*

kay fifi..be good.
no more ice cream
no more chocs
no more shweets (lollies?!)
no more cakes
no more searching for food right after dinner
no more stealing food in the middle of the night and from sisters


for the next few weeks days hours minutes...
dont even dream about them! d=

am falling asleep doing english..thats why im here..even my lollyyy doesnt work..

feeling extra fragile these days..heartwrenches..am tired of always putting up a bravefront..realise im really not strong enough for that already...on the verge of an emotional breakdown..arghhhh..tried my best controlling myself..repeating to myself all day "come on fifi..dont cry..dont cry.. dont....cry." dint work.. ARGHHHHHH..my eyes hurt..

many cute red things cheered me up today..the comforting hugg from my dear red bakaa..[[ she was wearing red..(: ]] many of my fave frozen strawberries...epres nyalokat(s) ..strawberryy mousse from lunch..[[ not really..but its at least much better than yesterday's lunch!! ]]

and...my dearrr baby jinnyyyy (: *hugss* though he did make me cry even more..-.-"

not a very happy day..ms szili said she's leaving for copenhagen..everybody's leaving..ms sajatovich is leaving..mr parsons is leaving..mark da nurse is leaving...am sad..makes me wonder..does nice things ever last long?seems like they never do..and depressing things?they haunt you forever.

i know...天下无不散之宴席..and it's probably good for her as a change..[[ though im sure she'll come back since she loves us so much! ]] but am reallyreally going to miss that cute lil maths teacher..miss her "bullying" me..miss making her laugh..miss her games..miss collecting her mistakes for merits..miss her "cant believe you"s to jin..miss her telling me and jinnyy not to hurt each other..hahah..

hmm..
just a random thought..isnt it weird how people think?even though your whole day had went veryVERY well..it just takes only ONE minor unpleasant thing in the end to ruin your day..why are people so preoccupied with that minor negative thought and yet forget about all the many wonderful things that had happened to them that day?strange, no?

bakaaa's bday thingy on fri..didnt manage to eat sushi at sushi sei in the end..but she had a lil surprise in the end..(: the tiramisu was sosooo good...XDDD *drools* then had personal pool lessons..(: [[ is there a diff between pool and billiard? O.o ]] got the white ball in a few times..its not the first time already..-_-" how many times again that day? ermss..7?hahha..d= fifi's very special talent.. NOBODY can beat me in that..(:

hmmm..ate 3 icecreams that day..hahha..2 yesterday..that means 7 this week!hmmm...should start controlling myself on icecreams..d=

(: bakaa made me realise that some people are really too sweet that they cannot be any sweeter already laaa~ XDD hahhah...stupid bakaaaa..we laughed too much that day..XD had lotsa fun in that hour..(: sorethroat..sore cheeks..and a six pac as a result..

sat..worked giving out the tourist guides again..since before winter...went quite well..met the same typical directions-asking people..the typical rude people..the typical nice friendly people..the typical a-lil- too - friendly people..


but..then this scary guy came along...
THAT. PERV. REALLY. SCARED. POOR. FIFI.

(O_O)!!!

nono~ really! he was even scarier like the old men i told you before..
he was those disgusting-big-muscular type of guy..[[ hahha..notice the use of colour? ]]arghhh..to make it worse...he was wearing a tight BRIGHT orange shirt...>_< size="4"> first word he said whispered to me was...'sex?'
the way he whispered to me made me hated him even more..


wth?!do i look like a prostitute to you?! O_o"

told him maybe he could find some in the tourist guide..-_-" he left after talking for a lil while luckily..after saying "beautiful madam" and giving me a flying kiss..yuckyuckYUCK..tried to duck and let it fly to somewhere else..not towards me PLEASE..i'll get nightmares! imagine a big muscular guy with a horrible fashion sense giving you a flying kiss..arghhhhhhhh arghhh arghhhh..*coughs out blood*


anyways..scary things aside..went for a lil shopping with cuc..then watched scarymovie4 with dear jinnyyyy..[[ hmm...did i just say scary things aside? -_-" ]] hahha..that ju-on reminded a lil of myself..saying random jap words and brands..but still think the first was the best though..(:

thought i lost my ring for the 134567th time..dont tell you where i found it!!!think yinnyy's getting super familiar with cleaning ladies already..haha..d= and..to thank him for being so sweet..i bit really hard on his tongue..>_< style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">gummy frogs during the movie..and..was feeling quite greedy that day..[[ i told you about the icecreams, didnt i? d= ]] thus that fateful accident....and his fingers as well..hhahah..he was quiet for a lil while after that..hmm..maybe thats why he couldnt speak hungarian properly that day..dd= hahha..he even forgot where i lived..dd= at least i wasnt the only stupid person that day..d=

fooled around at this totally random place for a few hours..hahha..and starved him..d= made that hedgehog look like a lion in the end..XDD

i should start considering being a full time bf-abuser since im so good at it..hahah..who wants to hire me? (:

it's late..i know..supposed to be sleeping already..
but cant fall asleep..
cause i really have to tell you this...
if not i'll regret for my whole life...

it's now or never.. *deep breaths*

i've waited a long time for this..
really cant wait any longer..ahhhhhhh...

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...HAPPY BDAY MY DEAR BAKAAAA!!! =D


there!!! i can go to sleep nowwww! (: *dreams about the cake*

it snowed indoors today (yesterday) ..hahha..in the common room..
very cold and very wet..
fun to find this very shocking weather in this time of the year..d=
..but not when you get 'snow' on your bare belly.. d=
GRRRRRR....*narrows eyes at JINNNYYYY nono..baby Jinnyyyy!* HAHHA..show you the photo of him later..me abusing him again..d= too tired to upload now..