heyyy..i thought Argentina would get into the semifinals ehhh...)): saddd.


hmm...should go upload some photos soon..give baka a lil surprise before she comes back..(:

fifa.....fifi....fifa....fifi...
FIFA...
FIFI....
F I F A...
F I F I....

hmmm....its not that hard to choose, is it? XP

loveee
f i f

holidays...eating..sleeping...worldcupping.. eating....eating....sleeping...eating...
and its so warm i feel extra lazy..
i think i should start finding something productive to do...
instead of being fascinated by people running after a lil ball...-.-"
welcoming friday with mixed emotions....

sticky.
just when i thought i dont have to blog in white anymore..........................
just when i thought i could......
i.....i...i....really dont know what to say.........
didnt expect this......didnt...and cant pretend nothing has happened...that i dont know..
i know there are many things i cant control...and this is definitely one of them...i wish i could....
i know its no one's fault...theres no right and wrong..just feel really selfish...really really selfish....selfish for being happy.all this time.............ive been hurting someone close to me all along....i should have been more sensitive......i really admire you for being so selfless.....i can understand how hard it was for you..im sorry.and i love you.
i dont like hurting people..dont want anyone i love to get hurt..just want everybody i love to be happy.isnt it really THAT hard?im being too naive.
argh.why am i still crying?
these tears......are they tears of fear? relief? confusion? what am i supposed to feel now? will i be strong enough to survive things like this in the future? im scared. im scared.


curiousity DOES kill the cat..wasnt actually curious..but in a way its true.......but....in a way..its good to know....great irony is that i was emailing miao on the 19th about an exactly similar problem...told her i'll go crazy if it happened to me...hah.the way i tried making her feel better.....hah.realise it was very childish of me..miao told me..treasure.....i will.
but...how can i?


i dont know...really at a loss now....blank..dont know what to think..what to do......maybe it IS a good time for a lil break..at least things are not as arkward...........although it was kinda arkward..thanks for telling me.am glad.pls dont feel bad..think it is better for me to know......lets not let this come between us okay?


dont you sometimes wish to be a child?when problems seem to be sooo sooo far away...the only worries would be if you get the toy you were promised...or if your mother would realise that a cookie went missing from the cookie jar...arguements would only end with "i dont friend you!" and then things turn the same as before the next day..
i wish i can say this to someone.......instead of me telling this to a stupid blog.....dont want more people to be affected by this though...well..at least blogging always cheers me up...*weak smile*


have i ever said june wasnt really a good month?ahh...stop crying.


suddenly wanna give *you a big tight hug....so big that you cant breathe.......
ilu.
=/ its 3.23...i should get some sleep....

ill.others were at sports day on margit island...hmm...spent the whole day at home filling up the rubbish bin with tissues..arghh..*sniff. came up with a ridiculous name for the bigbig jinnybear (: -- banana milkshake <3..hee..shall call it that for the meantime..until i think of a better one..

"hunting" trip tomorrow..haha..wanna go..dont wanna stay at home anymore..can demostrate my 101ways of cooking venison..hope it'll be fun! [[ the trip..not the hunting.. -_-" ]]


argh..i really dont deserve it.really dont.

hoping that the past 100days are going to be the most problematic 100... =]

100 day anniversary..hmm..no..yesterday (:
found a bigbig surprise in my locker early in the morning....along with 200 lil super sweet surprises...
scared me.

more later.when i get the pics from ms Merrick.


please dont hate me just because i feel like the luckiest and most loved girl on the planet. d=
and dont be jealous that im loved by the shweetest guy i can find. =D



*blushhh*

friendster is making me miss s'pore an awful lot...)):

sometimes smiles lead to misunderstandings...i think im smiling too much.....

cant stop smiling.

its true that everybody wears masks, cause all of us are expected to behave in a certain way.but the moment you wore one for too long, it is hard to remove it anymore.

)): sorry..not going to blog much..dont think i can blog like i used to for quite a while..june didnt start off well....

blogging makes me happy.


ohhh..HAPPY BDAY YAHUI!! love you to bits.love you forever and always, whichever is longer.(:

miss you loads and tons.really need to talk to you sometime.

i dont know why is that..my blog is bullying me...pictures not showing up..=/

if you want to see them..then..click on it..
hopefully they'll show up soon.sorry.

meanwhile..watch some videos from youtube first (: takes quite some time for the first time to load though...=/ [[click twice on the play button in the middle]]

anyways..

found this on youtube a while ago..happyyy~ i think i first saw this MV in s'pore a few years ago..in 2000? but still remember it..curz its soso~ sad..*sob* (>_<) lots of foreshadowing in the video..=/ never got to know the name of the song..it was in korean..-_-" was told only recently..(: anyway..if you want to know what the song's about..go ask jin or something..(:


hahhaha...laugh at this everytime i see this..((: think i'll get slapped everytime..XD
point of this Japanese game show is that you're not supp to laugh..XDD

but annoying!! dont get the last part..the days of the week..tell me if you understand, bakaa! (:



ten ten ten....XD

erm..in this one..they're supposed to keep quiet..its supposed to be a library after all..strange..but love the names of the punishments..hahah..



im sorry..hahah..my aunt sent me these..and they taught me how to be violent..XD

enjoyyy! (:

"imagine a girl. she had been broken, she hid it well. and once you had put the pieces back together, even though she might look intact, she was never quite the same as she'd been before the fall. "

okay..i lied that im not blogging here for a while...

anyway..ripped the above quote from miao..love reading her blog..her posts always make me think....each post is meaningful in their very own way....just like how she is special to me..(:

each wound always bring scars.how the scar turns out just depends on how you treat the wound.

hmmm....taking a lil break......from here.




going for a lil holiday..
not blogging for a while.

feel im unable to blog about anything here anymore.....