yay.more letters! *MUAHH* (: good luck for prelims!
hee..i think im having post holiday syndromes..(>_<) its like only half the class is in school..-_-" guess the only way to avoid disappointment is to not have your hopes so high in the first place. hmm..never works though.
such a horrible feeling, that is.

):

taking a lil break..halfway there..
*big gulp*
hmm...pitch black outside..big thunderstorm, lightning and fireworks all at the same time..dont know if the sounds are coming from the thunder or fireworks..=X
interesting..

really hope there's not going to be a black out. if not im dead..
doing it handwritten XP by the torchlight...
better save my EE every other 2mins..(O_O)

spending a lil time here, out of my precious EE time..hahha..'cause im really running out of what to write.
just writing to warn that you may not see me tomorrow..probably a zombie.but definitely not fifi..(>_<)

im screwed if im working at THIS rate..
really cmi.. -.-"
howhowhowww?

seriously dont know what to write already and i dont know how to put everything together...what are we supposed to write anyway!?!

*gulp* eeekkk..HELP?*teeny whisper*

they say to allocate 40 hours to your EE..someone please assure me that there are 36 48 72 hours in a day? ):

read it 4 times already...
and okay.for 70% of the email.. i still DIDNT get A WORD what he said.

EEKKKK.

(O_O)

haha..ive just checked! yAy.he replied..after like akhdsjkafd long..(: it DOES work a lil if you keep ranting huh..XD

its been always there in front of you..
and you've learnt that word since kindergarden..


family = Father And Mother I Love You

aww..so much meaning even in the word itself huh.. (:

i think this is another "noticeboard" entry..d=

hmm..my guestbook is dying on me. =/ im sorry. and that marketing guy has still not replied me! annoying..(>_<) arghhhh.*pulls hair* anyone can offer their neck for me to strangle? anyways.anyone read the letter from school yet? -_- grr..i hate reminder letters from school. HUH.are we supposed to have the application forms ready by tuesday or what?! [ i hope its the "what" -.- ] and the extended essay?okay.lets not even start on that.. hmm..but we do have a lil BBQ though..heehee..get to burn some food (: already forgot when was the last time i had one..hmm..think it was at my house in s'pore? wish they have marshmellows (:

ohh..realised something,bakaa? our emails are getting longer each time..-_-" how is it possible?! (: its almost never-ending..heehee..think im going to do a word count soon to see if it qualifies to be an EE itself..d=

blogger is having a beta version now..one good thing.dont have to wait for the stupid publish timer..and you can set multiple pages easier..I THINK.wonder if i should change it now..but cant be bothered to do some exploring now..(:

countdown..
3 more days! (>_<) *gulp*

ohh yeah..bye aimie ):

quick one just to show im still alive..so no colours for this post then (:
happy bday s'pore anyway (:

hmm..my table doesnt look like a table anymore..i think my books and pens had been fighting among themselves while im sleeping..its so messy ive gave up looking for the mouse and i tried using the touchpad on the laptop..which i then gave up again since its so annoying..found the mouse finally.

i dont even have space to move the mouse. -_-"

i think i should clean up my table..or..dump everything on the floor.usually do that during exams..i think that's easier.haha.
lets see..what do i have on my table now.. [[ it's always a mystery to me..haha.. ]] *battling through a lil jungle* keys..headphones..pens all over the place..some lollies..chocs..hmm..i know my camera and phone should be somewhere ... dictionaries..2 art sketchbooks..some stupid english books i have to read..a pile of notes.. [[ not money notes laa..d= ]] some origami..camera charger.. [[ but where's the camera?! -_-" ]] some jewellery..some clean tissues..more pens..some creme..lipbalms..some USB cables..some card reader..more papers..CDs..a plaster?! ohh.i found the calculator!! (: a lil mirror..2 empty bottles....

okay..i'll stop now..there's really too many things to name...hahha..i wonder if anyone is even messier than me right now..

im not always that messy kay.. XD


homework..hmm..ive been working on my box lately.though i know i should be doing my EE instead..-_-"

anyway..still not much progress..at least im starting on the inside already..it's supposedly my first art project if im not wrong..heh.its really getting on my nerves now.all along ive been hoping to finish it quickly..and i try to..but..but..it's ME that's not allowing it to happen..cant help it..*cries* you probably dont understand it.i dont make any sense.but it's the same problem again.i think it's the same with many others doing art,huh..
ARGH.i give up.im looking for a doctor.

is it normal to forget even someone's surname..no matter how close you were are with that person? you try and try..but you just cant recall...
its not the first time.

or...haha.am i plainly just losing my memory? i wish my mind would stop deciding on its own what to keep and what to block out..
i hate to forget beautiful things. ):

time is such a horrid thing.

pardon me.i feel super random today.

hahha..here it is..as requested..its cuter than the bigger one,no? d=

arghhhhhhhhh..i was in the middle of writing about venice..clicked the shut down button by accident.tada..everything gone.GREAT.well..lucky for me there's the "recover post" button now, unlike a year back...-.-" although it didnt really save much of what i wrote..hmm..what did i write in the end?!thats why i love gmail so much..(:

ohh..i'll stop blabbering on..this is going to be a boring entry..cant be bothered to make it all prettyy this time..d= forgot what i wrote already..and im still tired..XD

backk from italy (: with a lil tan.hahha..havent got one for a long time (: hmm..was really warm there..but beautiful.glad that it rained a few times while we were there..=D was tiring..not exactly the most relaxing type of holiday though..d= but nonetheless..fun (: although it seems like i was the most enthu one there..-_-" kept wanting to go everywhere..the others kept wanting to rest because of the heat..haha..-_-" thats why the next best thing in italy was the icecream..=D and the tiramisu of course (:

rome..
land of gladiators..(: walked alot there.madness..cause all the attractions were very close to each other..like less than a 15 min walk..and it was really hot that day..so yeah..*faints*..a lil climax within the first hour we reached rome..5 mins after we got off the shuttle bus from the airport..dad almost got pickpocketed..probably cause he didnt had a free hand..O_o we were trying to find which way to the hotel and then these 2 old woman came towards him..one with a baby and one with a piece of cardboard..-_-"

the baby woman tugging his arm while the cardboard woman covered the lil pouch he was carrying across the front (with the cardboard) and had already quickly unzipped it halfway before dad walked away immediately..happened within seconds..scaryyyy..we later saw some of these cardboard people near the main attractions as well...O_o

visited the colessuem..hahahh..dad was extremely disappointed with that place.i think he's been watching too many movies..XD roman forum..trevi fountain(: i loved it there..made a wish to return (:

pisa..
nothing much...spent an afternoon there..its so small anyway..saw the leaning tower..interesting..i hope it stops leaning any further..been taking stupid pictures..XD



leaning tower

leaning a lil further each year..

me making "sheepishh" hug da leaning tower..(my sis'..i just made that name up a min ago..hahah..)

florence..
so beautiful..

land of italian renaissance art..(: ohhh..i really like that city..really beautiful river view..esp at night(: pwettyy buildings and sculptures..hotel had a view of the prettyy arno river..but we didnt get a " room with a view " though..hahha..florence reminded me alot of the book(: visited the uffizi art musuem..(: the different cathedrales..the cute bridge with the houses (: [[was it called veneto?]] O_o and the food at buca mario was soo good (: wished i could be in florence a lil longer though (:


florence and in its night view

veneto bridge

pwettyyy

venice!(:
water city..spent the longest here (:

venice (:
ohhh ohhh..pwettyyy~ XD prettyy glass and masks..prettyyy buildings..prettyyy gondolas..[[hahha..i think you get my point already,huh? XP ]] finding lil surprises hidden round the corners in lil "alleys" and bridges..loved the streets after streets of tiny shops..i was hoping we could get lost in the tiny streets though..exciting..d=

pwettyy masks..(:

went to the famous san marco square..the doges palace on it..before meeting up to go for the tour to the lil islands around the main venice island..murano,burano and torcello..hahah..the names make me laugh..(: ahh..ive always hated tours..=/ you cant do anything..it reminds me of those ezlink machines..[[do you still have those?!]] "touch n go" -.-

anyways..the guide was rambling on so quickly and merely abandoned us on the lil islands..): witnessed how they made their famous murano glass in the factory in murano, looked at the colourful houses and bought lace in burano [[ um..not me -_-" told you i hate lace..]] and then wandered around outside the cathedrale in torcello..im sorry to say.but it was boring..told you i hate tours,no?-.-

the rialto bridge and ice cream by the river XD

but i loved the longgg boat rides..(: at least it's faster than the public vaporettes..[[is that how you call them? water buses then..(: ]] love being on sea =D its such an emotional place to be (: although they usually allow me to calm me down and i tend to end up sitting there looking out at sea quietly, cant help thinking over alot of things..but have you ever noticed how each time the waves splashes against the side of the boat,you are able to see a rainbow?and that cheers me up after that alot..(:

being in venice..its really weird not seeing any other vehicles apart from boats for a day..[[do boats count as vehicles as well?]] as if we've all travelled back in time..(: and the night view was amazing..

prettyy ((:

more sightseeing the next day..sat on a gondola..=D loved it..forced my parents to go to peggy's,[[i forgot the full name..-.-" peggy something..]] ,a modern art museum with me..haha..really cool prettyyy art there..after all, italy is an arty country(: loved the lil streets near the museum as well..lots of artwork..(: went to visit st mark's basilica..really beautiful inside..one of the most beautiful ive seen so far..too bad i couldnt take any photos to show you (:

on the gondola with the bridge of sighs behind..

it only rained the morning we left, luckily..loved venice alot but then met a really rude shopkeeper the last full day..hmph.he ruined it -_- what?why do i have so many bad experiences with them? do i have a sign on my head saying " attention shopkeepers : please be mean to me " -_-" worldwide conspiracy indeed.hmphh..although some of the italians ive met on this trip arent very friendly people..=/ some of them are though..hahha (: [[hmm..i just dedicated a paragraph of my blog to a stupid shopkeeper again..-_-" ]]

milan..
erm..what can i sayy..shopping (: not much though..we were there only for a short visit of a day and a bit..cause we have to get the plane..the shopping gallery was really prettyy though (:

shopping galleryy.. and at night..

rained for the 2 days we were there..bad weather on the night we left..ended up the plane being delayed for 3.5hours..and also cause the system broke down at the check ins..took some time fixing the basic things..hahah..first time i had a handwritten ticket (: and so yeah.. stayed at the airport for more than 5hours...-.-" reached home at around 2am on the 3rd..bleahhhhh..this trip was already full of problems before we left..*faints* cant wait for the UK trip though! (:

some prettyy cathedrale..forgot the name..

inside..



as long as there's ice cream..(:

hee..i lovee fragola gelato

changes.they dont just happen all of a sudden, or do they?sometimes they'll creep up behind you a little by little,so quietly when you least expect it..you'll only realise with shock when it's too late.


i think im losing it.