liki is leaving tomorrow, zsofi is spending a week in portugal and coming back on the 24th..baka is leaving for a japan holiday on 20th...

i don't like the idea of goodbyes, even temporary ones.
separations, not able to spend time with and see someone anymore...
facing change.. fading and lost friendships...
been faced with this all my life..really had quite enough of them..almost immune perhaps. but what can i do, parts and parcels of life..

sometimes i just wish i can stay in a place for a little long enough....
i am so greedy sometimes... >_<

apart from sleeping and eating (haha), guess my favourite time of the day would be in the shower? (: spending an hour there everyday makes me happy(ier). or whatever emotions they were..
my stupid shower is being annoying lately. the heater seems to go on and off whenever it feel likes it. just when i'm enjoying my lovely warm shower, the stupid shower head sprouts freezing cold water all of a sudden, making me scream....
i can't help it...nothing works, even when i turn the hot water faucet to full blast, or turning off the cold water...don't know what to do, i can't talk to the shower head, no one else could do anything..no choice but to quickly end the lovely shower......
)):

maybe im spoiled, im used to the warm showers...

i just want to know why..

random post.
received an email which made me laugh so bad, i don't know why it wasn't in the spam.

HiIt`s lakeisha again. Will you ever contact me?I made those nude pictures especially for you and I wont write to you again!If you wanna see them just drop me a line at: blakeisha448@bestvisiongroup.info

yeah riiiight.... im interested in nude photos huh -_-"

graduation ceremony is finally over. everyone was all pwetty, too bad the night seemed too short (: some photos here. will upload rest in facebook or something. [or someone please tell me a good program like "hello" so i can upload 4367856 photos in one go!!!]


a year ago, i cried because of you.
exactly a year later, i am crying because of you, again.
hmm....

i don't want to make anyone cry anymore, still feeling horrible for that..so, happier blog entries now...
hmm..cant help realising just yesterday, how come most teddies don't seem to like smiling? ): they always have this permanent frown on their face. those emo bears. weird. [hmm..at least slightly better than emotionless hello kitty] and we were faced with them since we were babies! maybe teddies are the source of subconscious depression. evil!!!

maybe that's why people are attracted to them, and feel like cuddling them? since they look so pitiful and sad?

aww.poor teddy. *cuddle*

i wanna buy it..
i want this...
wanna buy this too..
and this too...
and this...
ohh..and this......
wanna buy it all sooo badly!!!! arghhhh
grr. annoying.
how can they be so affajkosf cute?!?!?!?

ARGHHHHH.

enter at your own risk.
http://www.fredflare.com/
just looking at the accessories is making me mad.