extracted from miao's, i'm sure she wouldn't mind, right? (: just thought it was a very interesting perspective of love....

love is different every time. it's nothing more than a chemical reaction, an arrow over an equation, but the elements change. the most fragile kind of love is that between a man and a woman. chemistry, again: if you introduce a new element, you never know how stable the original bond is. you may wind up with a new union, with something left behind. i believe that you can fall in love many times with many different people. however i don't think that you can fall in love the same way twice. one type of relationship may be steady. another may be fire and brimstone. who is to say if one of these is better than the other? the deciding factor is how it all fits together. your love, and your life.

There's nothing to measure and calculate, and impossible to anyway. What's important is that the chemical equation balances in the end, with both reactants wholly involved in the chemical reaction. Ignore the other elements....But will each byproduct be happy memories, regret or tears? Chemical reactions may be irreversible..

watched 'wanted' with fishball. an alright movie..some lame and bloody parts. but being in your arms made up for it =]


i don't know how exactly i feel actually...
funny....what does he see in me anyway....


sometimes it's all just a habit..adopting a habit of living without something...
i don't feel like myself lately...it's as if a part of me isn't here..
thinking mood again..

i know whatever i've been doing isn't right nor fair at all....
there were some things i should have said, or shouldn't have done...
sorry..

getting over something that i should have long ago. it's hard. give me some time.
but it's been a while since someone spoke things that were that sweet to me i could tear..

poor blog, think i only come here when i have issues that i need to write down or rant about....well, guess it can be seen as a good thing that i don't blog often? O_o

hmm.. been confused and dizzy, world spinning and whatnot. things seem to be happening too quickly and suddenly for me to absorb, without any signs or warning (hmm...warning?) .... hard catching up, to react normally... feeling quite helpless really. things always tend to always happen at the most interesting times.. just imagine me having loads of question marks hitting my head -_-

frankly i'm feeling paranoid, it all seems like a big joke...? it's not supposed to happen this way. this is all too surreal..am i really ready for it again?

i'm dreaming and illusioning, aren't i?
hmm..those 2 days and nights...that was a pretty long dream..