Thursday, September 04, 2008
maybe i'm being a lil too sensitive..
or is it too obvious? it hurts learning the lil clues you left, finding a rational explanation.
did i made the right decision?
realise i've stolen some of your habits.
realise the harder i try to let go, the harder it is not to miss you.
it's been a while and i still can't understand why this trip made me think of you again.. it's really unfair but i can't help it. guess all i can do now is to leave these miss-es in a window of my heart shaped box and let them fade away with time.
your tight hugs and cuddles, your sweet daily texts, you flooding me with kisses, swing rides, sharing passionfruit kisses.. where they still linger..
interesting stuff i learnt from angel, your hands actually reflect on your past. well, not totally accurate but based on statistical data.
the flexibililty of how much your fingers can bend backwards shows how well you can adapt to new surroundings, the finger that leans more towards the middle finger shows you have a closer relationship with that parent, and how a lil dent in the pinkie shows you tend to be depressed more easily.
do my hands show how much you loved me? the tight hand squeezes you once left, the many kisses that still linger, the stroking, the scent of you on my fingers usually from ruffling your hair to irritate you, your fingers molded in my hand...
do you think about me as much as i do?
did you mean it when you said you love me?
keep thinking that "i love you" is such an overstatement.
6:04 pm