All I can do is to make the best out of everything... and that's what I've been trying.

have always believed that everything along your way.. happens for a reason..
even though i've not figured why yet, for some..
but why does whoever-up-there have to take away one by one, everything that is important to me here?

why does my heart seem like it's crying?

Better never to have met you in my dream
... than to wake and reach for the hands that are not there

I'd rather give up everything to go back to the days when you're the first I see, kiss and cuddle to when I wake up. At least I would not have kept it quiet like a dream and it might have turned out differently from now..

i really really miss you.
....
i know i've been horrible with keeping contact with people for a long time. Will definitely drop messages around once I'm better and have got the time to even sleep and eat >_<