finally.... it's finally here. something that i've been expecting from you for a while. this painful sting that i've been expecting and preparing myself for.

stings that even tears cannot wash away, stings that bother you as if it's written all over your body, reminding you every second, every moment.

fate likes to play with me in such painful ways sometimes. everyone of them are hurting me in their lil ways all at once. maybe it's karma.
but.. it's enough, don't you think?

There are things that you have to suffer in silence....


part of me really want to bless you.
but i can't bring myself to do that.....